So you as my fellow blogger, readers, friends, etc. Tell me what you think please! Do you have any solutions that can help my focus? Ease my mind to allow it to rest? Have you had these problems?
Sunday, January 22, 2012
mindless boredom
Do you ever have those days where nothing can satisfy your mind? I do quite a bit and I'm not sure why. While my husband and I are sitting down watching a movie at home, the movie can't quite keep my interest... It's not because the movie is boring but it's more like my mind can't rest; so I'll start playing on my phone, checking social networks every 5 minutes even though nothing's changed. Sometimes when I'm laying in bed, I can't even begin to rest because to my mind, sleep is boring so I want to get up and go do something at 11 o' clock at night but Brandon's is asleep to work the next day and I can't drive the manual truck. If it wasn't so cold outside, I would go on a walk but then again, I'm a 20 year old and I'd like to think attractive lady, so walking around late at night wouldn't be the brightest idea. So I do "THE LIST" as Sarah Jessica Parker would call it from I Don't Know How She Does It. Then I find myself distracted in conversations, a person will be talking to me and my mind will start thinking about a million different things as if the person's dialogue can't suffice the entertainment my mind desires. Praying is another thing that gets me... I'll be in the middle of a passionate plea when my mind starts planning out different scenarios of my life. Oh and the worst time that my mind just can't seem to be at rest is during sex... now don't get me wrong, my husband is amazing, I just can't seem to focus on the intimacy 100% and it's ridiculous... I can't ever seem to just BE!
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